Slow down, relax, feel, and be. I don't know how. I don't want to. What will surface? What will I see? Let it come. Open the gates. The good, the bad, the ugly. Only I can relate. There they are. All the things I avoid. The feelings. The pain. But mostly the scars. Expose them. … Continue reading Face It →

My word for 2018. Mindless, selfish, play. Regardless of outcome, free to creative abandon. Play. I've spent much of my life worried about the opportunity cost, worried about what lies ahead and the end game. So much of my focus has been what will be that I forget to live in what is. When I … Continue reading Play →

What does it mean to be strong? I've been thinking about what strength means to me. What am I working toward? What do I want to be strong in? What are my areas of weakness? What can I focus on to get stronger and achieve my goals? Whether personal or professional, it reminds me of … Continue reading Strength →

I've made so many mistakes. Hurt so many people. Who I want to be is not a reflection of what I've done. Maybe not even what I will do...because I am human. I am a sinner. I will make mistakes. I will never be perfect. But I can work on being better each day. There … Continue reading My Story →