Moments

Whirling thoughts
Anxious feelings
Desire to control

This has been my existence.

Firm grip
Heavy hand
Winning

What has been the cost?

Missing moments
Losing you
Foregoing joy

Life has been dull.

Big questions
Specks of light
The feeling of flow

How can I keep it?

Thinking new
Letting go
Trusting you

The hardest thing to do.

Shifting perspective
Changing heart
Opening up

What has transitioned?

Faith in the unknown
Acceptance of now
Hope no matter what